a baby was born on that day. her tears was heard by her father outside the delivery room. Alhamdulillah....syukran Allah!,her father then entered the room after the doctor said his baby had birth.
"ALLAHUAKBAR...ALLAHUAKBAR.....(the father recite the azan at the baby's ear)....the mother was fall asleep. perhaps she was so tired when the delivery process was on going. the baby then sent to the baby's room. while the father followed the nurse who take the baby to the baby's room.
"my daughter....hope you'll be a good muslimah in the future,amin..."
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8 years later....
"mum....i want this cloth!! its beautiful and suit for me....",said me while showing the purple dress to my mum....
"honey,i want you to wear hijab...ok? not dress....",
"huh...? hijab? what is that?",im asked without any ideas what is hijab look like...
"hijab is smthink that a women or a girl wear to cover her hair....",explained my mother.
"why shold we cover our hair? dont we see its horrible and i think...its not beautiful....."
my mum smiled to me...
"so...im not beautiful to wear this hijab...?"
"of course you are the most beautiful women that i ever see....(^^)",honestly i said that to my mum...
"so....if you want to look pretty like me....why should you try to wear it. dont worry honey,i'll get the most beautiful hijab for you....moreover,Allah had told us to wear hijab for the women"
"why man are not?"
"because....women are special..^^"
finally...i agreed. even actually....i dont like it at all!
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at school
for the first time i wore hijab to school! so embrassing...but because of my mum told me to practice wearing this stuff....yeah...i'd try to weat it.
"hey girl...why you wearing this stuff?? dont you feel its hot?",
hurm...i cant answer them...:(
at home
"mummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i was crying...and crying...and crying.....today was so horrible! everybody was comment on me just because of this hijab! argh!!!
"honey...why you're crying??" asked my mum.
i told everythig about what happened at school,,about my classmates that comment about me wearing the hijab.
"oo...perhaps they're jelous on you...." said mum.
"why they must jelous on me? im not wearing new bag or shoes...,im wearing this hijab!"
"honey....did you remeber what i've told you last night?"
refreshed my mind.....recalled back what my mum told me last night....then......
"yeah! i rmbered! Allah loves people who wearing hijab right??"
"good girl. its true...Allah loves those who followed what he told us to do...for example...He want the girl to cover their hair for instance...thus,should we wearing the the lid of the periuk...or hijab?? i dont mind if you want to wear it....hihi"
"that's right mum...my friends jelous on me because Allah loves me more than others...."
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10 years later
im 18th now...being a teenage is fun. but i remebered each words that my father written special for me...
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assalamualaikum.....
first of all...im sorry...i cant raised you until you've become an adult that i can be proud of. im sorry i cant be with you when you're happy with your result...im sorry i cant hear your tears when you're sad and have a problem. but believe me,i always be with you....in bottom of your heart.
dear,
i know...you're questioning yourself...why im not here with you...besides you....sharing stories with you....girl,perhaps we'll see each other in JANNAh..insyaAllah. i hope you'll be strong enough to make your own way through this life... my dear,remebered that...Allah never let us down...becaouse what?? becAUSe He loves us very much. build up your iman...so that you'll not be easy be influenced by the world. our last destination is akhirat..not here.
dear,
i know your mother must told you to wear hijab right?
"And tell the believing women to lower their gaze (from looking at forbidden things), and protect their private parts (from illegal sexual acts, etc.) and not to show off their adornment except only that which is apparent (like palms of hands or one eye or both eyes for necessity to see the way, or outer dress like veil, gloves, head-cover, apron, etc.), and to draw their veils all over Juyubihinna (i.e. their bodies, faces, necks and bosoms, etc.) and not to reveal their adornment except to their husbands, their fathers, their husbands fathers, their sons, their husbands sons, their brothers or their brothers sons, or their sisters sons, or their (Muslim) women (i.e. their sisters in Islam), or the (female) slaves whom their right hands possess, or old male servants who lack vigour, or small children who have no sense of the shame of sex. And let them not stamp their feet so as to reveal what they hide of their adornment. And all of you beg Allah to forgive you all, O believers, that you may be successful"
(Nur:31)
clear right? women is most special person....because they were given special duty(responsibility) to cover themselves. whoever do what is stated...they'll get the honour and pahala from Him,,insyaAllah...you'll be the one as well as your mother.
dear,
when you do something,be sincere...Allah loves whoever do something kind towards other sincerely. and one think that you should know my daughter....shaitan scared towards person who do somthink sincerely.
"Those who believe fight in the cause of Allah , and those who disbelieve fight in the cause of Taghut. So fight against the allies of Satan. Indeed, the plot of Satan has ever been weak"
(Nisa:76)
dear,
chase ukhrawi...not duniawi. the world is temporary compared to akhirat....lastly,i would say that,,,i always pray to Allah that you'll be guide with Hidayah....and be safe duniawi and ukhrawi.....your heart is mine.....
always loving you,
AYAH <3
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now,i know why my mum told me to wear hijab, not only to wear it...but actually...she want me to understand.....ALLAH.....RASUL....ISLAM......
HIJAB...is not just a hijab.....but....hijab actually made me realise...i should concerned about my life.....the way Islam thought us about life....depending the only one....our creator ALLAH S.W.T. the way of islam developed....is due to His Massenger, RASULULLAH sallahu alaihi wassalam....
syukran Allah....now im realize...who am i.......dad......love you!!!
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that night after ISya' prayer,,
"mum...why dont you give me the letter early?"
"your father told me to give you when you're 18th"
"hurm....:( mum....may i asked somethink?"
"why dad said that my heart is mine??"
i can see tears at her eyes....she keep silent. then she said that:
"when you're born...doctor said you've heart disease whereby the chance for you to live is lower... Doctor told us the only way to safe you,we 've to find a donor. we've tried to find donor..unfortunately we failed. one day,your father went outstation. Allah loves him more than we do. He got involved in an accident. i only meet him before the operation begin. He told me that,if somethink happen to him, he want his heart to be transfered to you........."
my mum then crying....i was shocked for a while....silent.
its a big sacrifie that my dad do for me....i know,my dad doesnt want us to be sad...
i told to my mum....."Dad gives me to you,,,to protect you,,,to take care of you mum...."
we're hugged each other.
that night...we prayed for my late father......
syukran Ayah...........see u at JANNAH....insyaAllah! amiin....
penulis:pencariIlahi
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